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[Apr. 13th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
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| |  horny..in the mormon way | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lets get it on | ] |
so my life is sooo good i have the best girlfriend in the world who i love so much, and get a chance to hang out with her quite a bit. i work @ QUIZNOS STILL and am an assistant manager. That is all I really had to say 'cause I just wanted to brag.
-michael
Me: We all know who calls the shots in this relationship, erin.
Erin: Me BIATCH
Me: oh erin, i love it when u call me big pa-pa.
erin: big papa big papa big papa!!!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
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| | classified - nickatina | ] |
its been a long time since i updated this thing so i think im gonnna update it. lets see now over the break it was pretty boring and i just basically worked and hung out. i bought 5 new posters which i really like. if you know me you know what they are about. dont you hate it when you have something really good going and other people are hella stupid and try to screw it up. if there is one thing to mess my life up in the littlest way i swear they will regret it sooooooo bad. like im not even joking im so serious about this. but anyways lol i bought a new truck a 1995 dodge ram 1500 i really like it and right now im gonna go put in a new heater core then go to office max then hang out. |
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| cool |
[Dec. 26th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | how we do- the game and 50 cent | ] |
christmas was cool i went to disco bay to visit my uncle and my grandma and i got home about 4 then i came home and registered for las positas and paid for it. lately i have been working alot so i dont do that much. today i went to the niner game and of course they lost to the bills. my slacker uncle is giving me his guitar to borrow for awhile so i dont have to go out and buy one but i still have to get an amp. i gotta feed kahn tomorrow because i didnt feed him yesterday or today hopefully he isnt that hungry and bite me tonight. im gonna go play some video games right now but yea i hadnt updated this thing in so long i decided i would make it loook like i do. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2004|06:46 pm] |
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| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I WOULDA DIED 4 YA | ] |
lately everything has been going really good. wedensday i went to san fran with erin jeff rem and rachel it was really fun but i wish it would have lasted a little longer. i bought a new knife that is really cool but i actually think i lost it around my house or in the van. but anyways we chilled afterwards for awhile and that was really cool and i liked it a lot. i got home really late and woke up laura and had a quick talk with her then i went to bed. on thursday i had a day off from work so i got alot of stuff done then jeff and erin came over and we chilled while playing jedi knights of the old republic 2. everyone got mad at me so they left and i left and went to the park to chill and everything worked out and it ended up being a really good night. friday wasnt that good of a night at all i just hung out at zacks for about an hour or two but i had to go to work at like 10 so i went to sleep and erin went to colorado so that sucked. saturday i went shopping and bought some presents and tried to buy my poster frame but walmart was closed. today i woke up went to church bought my poster frame and a cd labeler. and now merideth, julia, and gabriella live with me also so my family that was once is now long gone. Starting with brian randy me laura mom and dad. now it is jake randy jolie laura brian merideth julia gabriella mom and dad and me. now i can come home whenever i want and my mom wont care because she will think it is someone else so i guess thats cool. tonight im gonna play some halo 2. goodbye |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2004|12:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | so very sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | southside remix w/ scarface | ] |
right now i feel like everything is comming to an end and i cant stop it. i think its best if i just get out of everything right now and keep to myself. lately i havent been myself and i dont know what is happening but i dont like it at all. its like the harder i try the more i fall. for the past couple days i came to the realization about some things and how they affect me and i think it might be a good idea to stay away from it. this isnt about drugs or anything either so dont go spreading rumors about me and how i wrote an entry about drugs or anything. this isnt like me just feeling sad for a little while this is like so much more than that. i havent felt this bad in my life and there is so much that is not worth feeling like this. im just sick of feeling like this and i cant do anything about it unless i get away from everything forever. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
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| | grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | absolute power | ] |
this week i have basically been working alot and doing homework and going to the mall a couple times.
i work 37 hours a week now and im getting tired of it but at least im making money. im buying jakes truck within a week probably going to drive it around tonight.
friday night was cool i hung out with zack and them and i smoked some weed for the first time in 3 monthes. it was actually a lot of fun. usually i dont get that high but i hadnt smoked for a long time so i was like whoa. everyone was fucking with me and i was like what is happening and started trippen out but other than that it was so much fun. it was alot of fun but i was kinda scared i was gonna crash with aprils crazy driving. we hung out at taco bell and like some guy wanted to fight or something i cant remember all of it but we just chilled and talked in aprils car. i think i was acting really dumb when i was high but i dont know.
tonight i gotta do hellllllllllllllla hw then i gotta play jedi knights of the old republic 2(yes i got it everyone) and then i need to feed the snake. alot of people were like you cant feed him without me but now everyone is gone. i guess i will feed him in a few minutes then. but yea i kinda want to go fishing tonight but i dont know yet. i always want to go fishing but i end up hanging out with everyone instead which is cool. im gonna go tho
the techs just begin begun beginning to begin to have fun |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|11:04 am] |
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eh forget that last enty. i went on a long walk instead and i dont care about any of this shit anymore. i ditched some people at the mall. ok what can i do now. and also i found out tonight that people are saying that i broke my windshield becuase i was mad at marshall. WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT COME FROM. why the hell would i be mad at him. do not believe any of that. i guess people think its a fun game to guess what the matter is with me and see how many people you can tell. if anyone says anything like that tell me and i will tell you what really happened. but back to tonight if everyone wants to hate me for ditching someone atthe mall do it. im just tired of everything affecting me somehow and me getting mad about it. im not mad anymore because i figure i shouldnt let any of that bother me. but yea tomorrow my cel comes and the parts for the car. also i have my anthropology final to do and alot of health hw. im in the mood to go fishing tomorrow also. or maybe thursday would be better because i have no school. but yea anyways forget that last post i was just feeling down because people get so mad at me for doing these little things. but yea bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|09:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | DEPRESSED | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DONT COME DOWN - OBIE TRICE | ] |
right now im headed towards like santa cruz or somewhere around there. today just really sucked i mean like badly. I ditched everyone at the mall i suppose and met back up with them and ditched them again and then left the mall. there is just way to much drama about the smallest things. this is starting to become bullshit. i need alot of time to think about things and figure out what im doing. lately ive been feeling everything coming to an end. im starting to go through that phase where nothing matters to me at all and im going to screw alot of things up. im just fed up with being nice to people and everyone still gets mad at me for doing nothing. i mean what is the point of being nice if everyone hates me and always gets so upset with me for doing the smallest things. im going to go crazy if this shit continues. i mean literally im going to do something i regret badly.
NOTYHING ELSE MATTERS... |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|10:28 am] |
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| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i wish youd stay - brad paisley | ] |
ehh this entry is gonna be super short cuz im kinda tired.
phone comes tomorrow.
buy guitar tomorrow maybe.
had to buy a windshield which they increased my deductable so i had to pay $250 but oh well i guess i learned a good lesson to not break something valuable when im mad.
had to work 10 hours today and from 3-5 tomorrow.
gonna go shower then do math hw, english hw, health hw, anthro articles then go to sleep at about 1230.
GOODBYE |
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| wierd |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|09:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | I honor you - canibus | ] |
last night was kinda boring. It was cool hanging out with jeff, april, erin, hazey, jen, brittney and other people throughout the night. It got boring driving around with terry, vince, and the little fat mexican kid.
i was hanging out with zack at his work and his boss just left us there so we closed the shop down and hung out in the office. then i talked to april and she said everyone was gonna go to the secret sidewalk so i was planning on doing that but things always change. we ended up hanging out in parking lots, parks, jeffs dads bday, and then some people hung out with josh and his friends.
i left joshes house with erin and i showed her my snake and there was snow in livermore. like alot of it in the fountain. we got a huge snowball but we threw it. then i dropped her off and i stopped by a park for half hour then went home.
today i worked at quiznos from 930-6 so it was pretty tiring. i got home and the missionaries wanted to do team ups so i did. we were in pleasonton and we were riding going door to door and then a car drove by and was swearing at us then they turned around and threw a bucket o chicken at us. one of the elders i was with threw his bike down and was like what do you want. i felt bad for them having to put up with hella shit. then i had dinner with merideth, gabriel, julia, carrie, carrie knox, and danaka and andrew was there and i cant forget my new sister jolie. my brother got a raiders hat for me from the game. i wanted to go to the raiders game so i could watch them lose but i had to work all day. guido invited my whole family but only randy, dad, brian, and jolie went tho. yea and my dad is leaving once again to go to alabama for 2 weeks. he hasnt been in california at work for 3 monthes so i dont see him except for saturday or sunday when he gets to have a normal life for 2 days out of the week. when i get older i so do not want to live like that. i mean yea his life is great but hes always working and when he isnt working hes doing something for someone. i so do not want to do that. but he likes it i think so i shouldnt even worry about it. im thinking of a name for my snake- any suggestions?? but ima go play with rufus(until i get a new name) so later |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|10:21 am] |
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| | insane | ] |
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| | suicide letter | ] |
I GOT MY SNAKE and my celly phone will be here on tuesday. hell yea.
but anyways lately i havent been feeling very unwell.
last night i broke my window in the van and i had to wait for a towtruck to come pick me up on the side of the freeway with no pants. sounds kinda wierd.
also went to the secret sidewalk and hung out for a while. it was fun until you run through a rushing river. a spotlite went on so there was this little concrete sidewalk and water goes over it and everyone was like run so i ran through it and i didnt know it was about 3 feet deep. then when i reach the other side no one is in sight. at first i thought they ditched me and i was like whoa why would you ditch someone at the secret sidewalk who has the keys to the car?? then i was like what if something happened to then so i had to cross it again but this time i fell and almost got swept into the river. then i got over there and everyone was hiding. everything worked out like always.
so about my snake. i got a bloodred corn snake about 3 maybe 4 feet. he is a nice guy but he kinda mistaked my hand for a mouse this morning. i forgive him tho because he gets fed on saturdays and i think the pet shop never played with him so whenever the cage got opened on a saturday they think its food so he bit me. its not that bad but it kinda scared me.
yea and greg sent me a live strong braclet thing today so that was cool. ive only met him like 3 or 4 times and he was hecka cool.
but anyways im going to work at 1145 then i think im gonna go on a road trip tonight but i dont know yet. i mean lately ive been really mad about the littlest things and i dont like it at all. i mean i gotta pay $300 for a new windshield because im an idiot. thats 600 tacos from jack in the box.
Picture me
In a casket
Blasted
Never nobody
Knew how long
The pain lasted
Keep my eyes tight
I'm frightened
But I fights like Tyson
When playin' this game of life
I'm losing
Longing to be enlightened
Absorb my mind state
Reduce the crime rate
And take me out
When running toward the Lord
I see 'em fake me out
shook me
So from church I play hookie
Listen to the words of a brother
The sick stutters
My brain's wilted
In my eyes the world is a bit tilted
Lord take me away
Before somebody else gets killed
Blood spilled
Seriously
This is the letter to my homies
I'll be missin'
God told me to behold a pale horse
But I didn't listen
It's hard man
My life is scarred man
I'm losing my mind
So now it's time |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | thankful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | izzo/ in the end jay-z/linkinpark | ] |
Let me see here on saturday i went to work at redz and told them im finding a new job which i am. i left at like 2 instead of 8 and then i did a lot of homework and figured out how to build my snake cage. All i need to do is buy the supplies and then i can get my snake. im really excited to get a snake. at about 7 i went to some party with people from granada and we made a fat fire and jake almost blew his fingers off... at about 11 i left to go home then it was cobbs birthday so i went by there for about an hour. i was kinda mad so it wasnt that good. then i went home and went to sleep. i went to church on sunday and then came home and did alot of my homework and we had merideth, julia, and gabriela over for dinner then we played airhockey and i finished all of my homework and looked at the cost of my snake cage and i ordered my cell phone FINALLY i thought i was never going to be able to order it. im not making as much money as i thought i was because my dad wanted me to buy him some other phones too but its all good. im about to go to bed tho so i will update later... |
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| I LIE LIKE ALOT |
[Nov. 27th, 2004|04:12 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
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| | I LIE ABOUT EVERYTHING | ] |
tonight was fun at the beginning then it just got worse. i had fun at the little party thing but then we went to sycamore grove which was also fun except hurting my leg. then i talked to some people and had to go. then i went and hung out for a little bit then went to junction park and hung out. by this time i wasnt having much fun. i quit drinking and smoking and all that stuff and i dont think people believe me at all. some people think i still do it and i dont know why. but whatever im tired of trying to make people believe every word i say. its like all i can tell is lies and maybe everything i ever do is a lie i really dont care anymore. so from now on i guess everyone can hate michael bertoli and look at him like a crackhead. i guess everyone can hate me because i am a pathological liar. it really makes me not want to hang out with anyone when you are trying so hard to do something but no one will ever believe you becuase of a reason unknow to me. so i guess everyone should now hate me. but whatever then i went to jeffs and hung out and was tired so i got dropped off at my car at like 2 then i walked in the rain for awhile thinking and then a little later i came home. it kinda screwed my night up finding out that no one believes me. I AM A LIAR DO NOT TALK TO ME IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO GET LIED TO. DO NOT BELIEVE A SINGLE WORD THAT COMES OUT OF MY MOUTH IT IS A LIE. |
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| THANKSGIVING |
[Nov. 25th, 2004|06:38 pm] |
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yesterday i went to hooters for the first time. me and jeff went there then to the mall. after that we went to brittneys house and chilled with her april me and jeff. i felt really sick it started out in brittneys room and i thought it was the cat and my allergies but then i was feeling really sick. i went home and just layed awake feeling like shit. i woke up this morning and went to disco bay and hung out with the familly. i almost broke my leg jumping off the 2 story balcony cuz they locked me out. then i came home at 3 then i decided to go hiking so i went then i stopped by the library but it was closed so i came home and took a sho0wer and now im on here. goodbye |
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| HI MIKE! |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|11:44 pm] |
hey mike.. its me kristen just saying hi and that i miss the heck out of ya! so yeah i should be comin to the bay fur x-mas vacation so when i do we're goin to san fran! kk
<3 ya!
-=- Kristen -=- |
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| Oakland and Frisco |
[Nov. 24th, 2004|03:12 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blinded by the light - manfred man | ] |
last night i went to oakland and san francisco with erin, april, hazey, jeff, brittney, and jen. it was pretty boring we didnt do that much. we drove through oakland to san francisco hung out for a little bit then drove back and went to jeffs house and tried to have a campfire but it was really cold and i was tired. this morning i changed my room totally around and got my subs working. YES. and im gonna go to the library and do some research. later |
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| camping or something like it |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|04:46 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | tech n9ne ill pass | ] |
well last night i was supposed to go camping at del valle. little did i know that the office stayed open til 10 and they wanted 20 dollars and i only had 14 on me so i was like oh ok ill be back. but i didnt go get money i did the closest thing to it. sleeping in a sleeping bag in my car. i parked at the alameda park and was starting to set up my tent there. there were kids playing paintball and i didnt want to get my tent hit by one so i left before setting it up. i drove to zacks house and parked behind his truck and slept in my car. YOU GUYS DONT KNOW HOW COLD IT WAS LAST NIGHT!@!@ I left a note on zacks car stating my position. I woke up at 9 by zack in my window saying what the fuck are you doing?? i was like sleeping and went back to bed but he said i could go to his work with him and do nothing. i went there and chilled and travis and josh and tyler showed up. we messed around in the shop then i went home and here i am. OH AND ALSO I THINK YOU GUYS SHOULD KNOW YOU ARE TALKING TO AN OFFICIAL EAGLE SCOUT NOW. oh yea i forgot about the part where i went to oakland. i went to the scout office in san leandro but my directions were wrong and all slowly crackheads were riding bikes everywhere and there were so many black people. then there was a sign that said welcome to oakland. i was like wait im in san leandro so i kept going a little further and there was a sign saying east oakland youth services written all ghetto with a black person with gold teeth and ghetto clothing reasearching on a computer. i knew i was in the ghettto. i looked pretty ghetto driving the volvo with clothes all over the car and a sleeping bag in the back so i wasnt worried. it was opposite day i guess because the black people soooooo outnumbered the white people. i went through the ghetto trying to find e 14th but all the streets were numbers and i actually found the spot where chris got lost and laughed in my car and the black people thought i waas craazy. but other than that not much up
I WANNA GO TO THE MALL AND BESTBUY TO GET MY CELL PHONE AND SPEND MY 40 DOLLARS GIFT CARD FOR THE MALL. |
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| SOMETHING IS UP |
[Nov. 16th, 2004|09:45 pm] |
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| | calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | state to state - nickatina | ] |
i dont know what is happening right now. i think 2 people are planning some trick or something on me and im not sure if they are or not. I probably should just ignore it.. But anyways today was really cool i basically finished my whole eagle project all i gotta do is send it in. i just did some wierd game someone sent me and it didnt work out at all. It actually was like the opposite of what i want http://www.saiyanisland.com/test.html but anyways i just got back from running with teddy and erin and april came over to talk to my sister. she wasnt home at first butshe showed up. im gonna go to bed tho |
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| wow...amazing |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|06:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | like toy soldiers - eminem | ] |
SUNDAY woke up went to church came home ate dinner got drunk and had the worst night ever.
TODAY
woke up and didnt go to school. did my hw got some eagle signatures and rode my bike around for days thinking to myself. i figured out alot of stuff today and decided what im going to do. im gonna go get some signatures right now so ill update it later. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|05:40 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | why - jadakiss | ] |
lets start off with wedensday night driving around getting firewood and drinking at cms. me, jeff, april, erin, jen, and hazy went about everywhere in livermore looking for something to do and going to cms and getting pretty drunk. I was able to make a break and run away with the bottle for a little bit and get alot of it in my stomache. At about 1230 or something i drove everyone to aprils house and mandi drove everyone home. Chris and Travis were in front of their house so i hung out wtih them and zack came until 230. Thursday i talked to zack and he informed me of a deal i should take advantage of and he gave me a sample. Of course me being so stupid does the deal and wastes hella money and ends up throwing it away later. Thursday i drove home at around 11 and went to bed. Friday was pretty fun. First i went looking for a job at lowes and a couple other places. then i talked to april and them and i got all my camping gear ready and i found a dog and called the owner and put the dog in my backyard and i went to feed him and teddy got mad i was feeding him and attacked him and i tackled my dog and held him back while travis grabbed the other dog. there was a candle and purse party at my house so i decided to leave them to their own buisness and went to the ghs lhs football game and of course we didnt pay to get in. we left early went to carls junior and went to del valle. We found a really secluded spot and set up the tent and april and everyone but me and travis went to go to ampm to get food. I started a fire and they came back and we started drinking and it was alot of fun except for someone going to be un named got really sick and passed out like fifty million times. I guess zack chris jamal and tyler decided they had nothing better to do than search all of del valle for us. they found us and we hung out wtih them for awhile and they left to go to some party. jeff put the fire out after about 3 or 4 tries. its harder to put a fire out than it is to start it. then at like 2 they decided to come back and start a fire and zack travis tyler and jamal slept in the van and then i was really tired and drunk and i think i was saying a lot of dumb things but oh well. AT about 530 i got to sleep and i woke up at 10 and everyone but me april and mandy was gone and i was like where is everyone. then i went to tacobell dropped off april and mandi at aprils and went home to sleep until 430 and then i went to zacfks and went to applebees with his grandma, mom, troy, megan, jessica, lacy, deondra, and a couple other people. After that i went to his house and hung out wtih travis josh and zack and watched a movie. i was being a fein and i dont like when im like that but i didnt even do anything and im suprised. they smoked weed and they were playing with a bb gun seeing if you could pull the trigger with the gun to your head and not blink. i was joking around how im going to swap my bbgun with a real one and they are going to die. then i went home at about 2 and woke up at 12 went to church and came home and ate dinner and am about to go do some hw. |
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